Yes, I am kinda of lazy writer..

I love to write down my feelings rather than monologue till no ending..

Guys, I had started my 1st cerpen when I was 12 years old.But I can't remember what was storied line about , from episode to episode. Kelakar kan. But it was true. Aku ni memang seorang pemalu. Ups.. can't say pemalu because sometime I am not. But kinda of confident and low self esteem. Really bad when I couldn't manage to overcome the bad factor.

Okla..back to my story ...Seriously, I had put my cerpen inside my drawer .(Dulu sekolah 1995 still using the wooden desk) So the things happened when 1 of my classmate ( 1 or 2, i can't remember)were stalked my writing book. So 1 day, she came to me and told me she have read my cerpen.

OOOOOOOO Tuhan. I am so shameful..Malu gile. I guess nobody will realize it. Rupenya i got a silent reader who admiring my writing.

"You did well! Tulis la lagi...citer ni best la..nak tahu next story!"

There you are when now you have a to come out more stories line as director does. Like an audiences are watching the episode by episode. She is admiring me! ko hadow?

But i do not continuing the writing...because I am so lazy. No one can beat my laziness!

when I start writing , it must be some distrupting on my focus. just like a surrounding will be affecting my mood and concentration.

When I was 14 years old, ayahnda had bought a desktop. it is too bulky enough , well,..our gen-history used to be on Microsoft 95 and still get to use word star and so on, But I have an extravaganza chances to use a new OS '95 . Bu we use the "cakera liut" or floppy disc...(lucky i can remember the storage device name).

Exporing the words 95 was much of fun. I had drafted one manuscript of love story . Wow love story weehhh.. well i am teenage so much of feeling and emotions, thinking of coupling, loving, ahhhh everything lah about love . Even though i am not so in love pun. The novel is "tenda biru" so called love story la kan...I had wrote a few pages jugak la.. what so cool ... Then, the same thing happen it was founded by my friend. She's admiring my writing..

Ermmm see,..now can feel the laziness is penetrating my mood now.. It is not because of English writing,..kalau aku writing in Malay or other language pun, it will be same thing.

Well, i try continuing my hobby in writing a manuscript (konon)..poem.... Hah, Aku pernah submit 2 poems in English for the school magz. Adala.. got a few collections of poetries and still kept in my folder.

Cuma, tu la..easily to stuck in the middle of the road LOL....

Write my story...Hi guys, you can address me as Nuer, Suffia or Pyar. 3 names of my recognition.