There is no JOB to quit NOW

Still lay down on my bed, wrapped up with the comforter . And when everyday I wake up, i wish to be someone else. I wish I could see the new world of me through the window. Had I known this is a journey that i should completing for now on, I won't wasting my golden times to live in.

How could I stay now from my lifestyle from A to E right now. "A" is not really distinction anyway but it was my accomplishment for a year. E is about to start from '0' .People keep asking me a kind of these Qs'

Where\How\When\Why\Who - Lucky there are 5 words been asked.

Back to 'my childhood"Year 2017, I had decided to go back home ! To be true, I had no job at all since 2014 which I was made to go far from Malaysia. The biggest risk that I had made. A stubborn girl was packing her stuffs entirely back to hometown, staying with parent with no clue no future ahead. Do people see me the same way what as I see myself in the future?

When people describe me as a determine and strong enough person literally I am so weak for long time been isolating my world to the world. Having depression is not a candy, yet too distracting my life to think of what I really need to be.Perhaps people sees me a vibrant-driven ,self-driven woman who never felt down to the trouble. Since 2014, everything has changed. Understanding the word of Takdir . Takdir is destiny? Takdir is Fate?..We can never avoid being tested by HIM. Being tested being challenges is not part exclusion. Either in better or worst, it so called tested as well.

There is no Job to quit now. I am a CEO for Parent.life now :) Being a daughter of 7 siblings is not a fairy tales. A stubborn kid had grown to employ myself to be a title of CEO is a prior for entire of life. I am very passionate in art and marketing. Self learner and very eager like an eagle to 'sip' the new environment of knowledge and skills. Love colors and Lego toys.

My mum is a cancer survivor with thyroid cancer and my dad is pensioner at 71 years old grandpa. About 3 of us has a hearing problem and 4 were married and belong a family to look after.

فَإِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا , إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا ( So, with every difficulty there is relief. Verily, with every difficulty there is relief )Alam Nasyrah 5-6

Life is not tough than walking thru' siratul mustaqim bridge

I have a dream ......